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You may have noticed a some of my foldings showing up. That's for two main reasons. First, I love doing origami. There's a really nice sense of calm about it, a peace in following steps towards a conclusion. I love the idea that I can take a simple piece of paper and turn it into something intricate.
Secondly, I've been having a hard time trying to write a book. I've already mentioned how I'm trying Nano, but it's not really working out so far.
I had hoped to write a detective novel, but didn't really plan it, then my massive fear of failure problem reared its ugly head and that had to be scrapped.
It was replaced with the idea of writing a book about what happened to me earlier this year. It's not a nice subject, and it's hard for me to even think about, let alone write about. I feel stupid for not being able to write it, but as soon as I start trying I find it too hard to carry on. It's silly, I know. I'll keep trying though, and when I do get something done I'll put at least the beginning on here.
Secondly, I've been having a hard time trying to write a book. I've already mentioned how I'm trying Nano, but it's not really working out so far.
I had hoped to write a detective novel, but didn't really plan it, then my massive fear of failure problem reared its ugly head and that had to be scrapped.
It was replaced with the idea of writing a book about what happened to me earlier this year. It's not a nice subject, and it's hard for me to even think about, let alone write about. I feel stupid for not being able to write it, but as soon as I start trying I find it too hard to carry on. It's silly, I know. I'll keep trying though, and when I do get something done I'll put at least the beginning on here.
Devious Journal Entry
I like Journal Entries, they're a nice way to talk to myself. Plus it's very easy now that my typing is finally faster than my writing, and I almost don't have to look at the keys.
I've missed writing a lot. Too much to explain really. There isn't a day that goes past that I don't think of things that I find interesting and think that I ought to write them down. The number of ideas I've had over the last two years and not written down is scary. I don't actually know how I managed to let them all slide past. There must've been some diamonds in the rough there, things worth getting down. That I've let them all go to waste is a shame.
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I'm coming back. Sort of...
Been a while, hasn't it?
I've not updated this in nearly 22 months. That's an unimaginably long time to ignore something I've wanted to do so often.
There's a DeviantArt button on my bookmarks toolbar, it's there with Hotmail and Gmail and Facebook and others. I look at it every time I click on one of the others, or on an RSS feed. I've been meaning to write for ever, just never got round to it. It's hard to believe I'm actually typing on this site again. There's still a lot of green though, that's nice.
I'm rambling. That's a nice phrase. I guess the reason I'm typing this after so much time is that I never stopped wanting to write, or be
Devious Journal Entry
Whoah, sorry bout the rant earlier - if you saw it, that is.
long story short, I fucked up. I didn't go to school on the day that they were taking the leaver's photos, so I missed being in my year's one. That sucks a lot. Lately I've actually felt part of the year and it was going to be a great memento. I didn't realise that at all yesterday, so earlier today (another day I wasted) I had a horrible moment when I realised what I'd done. Then I went a bit crazy. Later, I pulled myself together a bit and moaned about it on here. Sorry, it's been a bad day.
Anyway, writing-wise, I'll be reworking the odd older thing at some point, and I plan to
Devious Journal Entry
I've started writing again. I've filled up a good eight pages or so of my notebook, three of some true stuff, and five with a bit of something inspired by the history i've (not) been doing lately.
not sure why i suddenly started again, but it feels good to get back to it, even if the timing is completely wrong. can't say i've hit a new low, i've been here before, but i feel like life's taken a turn for the worse lately, and this writing lark is a good distraction. trouble is, i was supposed to be writing a 2000 word coursework essay, or making physics notes on work i missed, or catching up on maths, not drafting fiction. been a strange few w
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